I'm changing.

I see it.

They see it.

Everyone sees it.

No one likes it.

I can't stop it though.

I can't.

It surprises me how childish I can be at times. No joke.

That feeling never goes away. You know, when you're heart is set on something and you believe that you already have it, but you end up not getting it. The disappointment just erupts out of your heart and then you just want to be stubborn about not having things your way.

It's really weird. As we get older, we mature in so many ways. But that desire for something, and never getting it, and the reaction, remains the same.

I find my friends completely inspirational. They are my heroes.

I think I am getting my life back on track.

It's a great feeling.

I might actually sleep well tonight.

Thank you God.

Really.

I've come to the conclusion that one of the worse feelings in the world is when someone asks you either what's wrong or what do you want, and you don't even have an answer.

Maybe I don't know the answer to what's wrong, because it's too hard to pin point one thing that is wrong. I can't just give one simple explanation.

Maybe I can't describe what I want, because it's human nature to never be satisfied and to always want more.

All we need is answers.